Sean showed me a video of Julia and Holly from maybe 2010 - 2011. They were singing a sweet song in our old living room around Christmas time - it was a song they learned years before at the church we attended in Tucson. Yeehaws and hand motions.
It was like seeing old friends. I felt a huge swelling of love at the sight of those people. And it was so odd - to see those people I love so much - people I loved so much. And to think of all the changes they've gone through since then. And to know that the girls in that video are gone.
I could see glimpses of who they've become and who they've been in the meantime, and it made me laugh and smile.
I miss those girls so very much.